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జగమంత కుటుంబం నాది యేకాకి జీవితం నాది

కవినై కవితనై భార్యనై భర్తనై
మల్లెల దారిలో మంచు ఎడారిలో
పన్నీటి జయగీతాల కన్నీటి జలపాతాల
నాతో నేను అనుగమిస్తు నాతో నేనే రమిస్తూ
ఒంటరినై అనవరతం కంటున్నాను నిరంతరం
కలల్ని కథల్ని మాటల్ని పాటల్నిరంగుల్నీ
రంగవల్లులనీ కావ్య కన్యల్ని ఆడ పిల్లలని

జగమంత కుటుంబం నాది యేకాకి జీవితం నాది

మింటికి కంటిని నేనై
కంటను మంటను నేనై
మంటల మాటున వెన్నెల నేనై
వెన్నెల కూతల మంటను నేనై
రవినై శశినై దివమై నిశినై
నాతో నేనే సహగమిస్తూ నాతో నేనే రమిస్తూ
వంటరినై ప్రతినిమిషం కంటున్నాను నిరంతరం
కిరణాల్ని కిరణాల హరిణాల్ని హరిణాల చరణాల్ని చరణాల చలనాన
కనరాని గమ్యాల కాలాన్ని ఇంద్ర జాలాన్ని

జగమంత కుటుంబం నాది యేకాకి జీవితం నాది

గాలి పల్లకీలోన తరలి నా పాట పాప ఊరేగి వెడలె
గొంతు వాకిలిని మూసి మరలి తను మూగబోయి
నా గుండె మిగిలె
నా హృదయమే నా లోగిలి నా హృదయమే నా పాటకి తల్లి
నా హృదయమే నాకు ఆలి నా హృదయములో ఇది సినీవాలి

జగమంత కుటుంబం నాది యేకాకి జీవితం నాది
చలనాన కనరాని గమ్యాల కాలాన్ని ఇంద్ర జాలాన్ని
జగమంత కుటుంబం నాది యేకాకి జీవితం నాది

This song inspired a film. Rather, a film is created for this song.
It is the last song at http://www.dishant.com/album/Chakram.html

Poetry is felt before it is understood.

Kanakambarala Kanakarao and his family

chevilo mandaaram undi kaani eeyane kanakambarala kanakarao. ee kinda unna ammayi meeda manasu paddadu, dream girl song kooda paadukunnadu. picchi choopulu choosthondi kada ani picchi anukovaddu. telivi kastha thakkuvanthe.

చెవిలో మందారం ఉంది కానీ ఈయన పేరే కనకాంబరాల కనకారవు. ఈ కింద ఉన్న అమ్మాయి మీద మనసు పడ్ద్డాడు. dream girl song కూడా పాడుకున్నాడు. పిచ్చి చూపులు చూస్తోంది కదా అని పిచ్చి అనుకోవద్దు. కొంచెం తెలివి తక్కువ అంతే.

kaani cinemallo laage pedda valla valana ee kinda unna ammayi tho pellayipoyindi.

కానీ సినిమాల్లో లాగానే పెద్ద వాళ్ళ వల్ల ఈ కింద ఉన్న మందారం అనే అమ్మాయి తో పెళ్ళి అయిపోయింది.

ee kinda unna vaade valla buddodu.

వీడే వాళ్ళ బుడ్డోడు.

peru inkaa pettaledhu.

పేరు ఇంకా పెట్టలేదు.

ee kanakambarala kanakarao real life character evaro meeru kanipettagaligithe Rs.116/- cash prize from my side.

real life lo కనకాంబరాల కనకారవు ఎవరో కనిపెట్టగలిగిన వాళ్ళకి నా తరఫున నూట పదహార్లు బహుమానం.

A weekend at Espoo

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Because of my usual habit of happily ignoring alarms and because yesterday the cell was conveniently in the silent mode, I was still warmly tucked into the bed when I started getting calls. Ouch, I missed an appointment and along with it breakfast at a cute sea-side restaurant. I asked my friend to drive over to my place, got ready and prepared breakfast with all my efficiency. Its scrambled eggs and toast for him and left overs from the previous day for me. The project discussion took really long after the breakfast and so I asked my friends to leave for the city centre without waiting for me. Our Finnish friend Sussi had agreed to drive us to Espoo earlier.

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Fortunately for me Sussi also got late and my friend was kind enough to drive me to the city centre and I could join my friends in time. The drive to the Espoo was beautiful and we stopped by the Mecca of Finland, the Nokia global headquarters. They have a huge campus by the sea side and a helipad even. Then we drove by the luxurious '5-million-each' houses with a view to the sea. We slowly crossed the city limits of Espoo and in no time off into the beautiful country side and woods.

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Sussi parked her car around a corner and we started walking into the woods, uphill - there was a small creek running along the path, gurgling with fresh water. Quite reminiscient of that particular forest adventure in January 2005, only that there is no heat and sweat this time. So we walked, and Lo! there a quiet lake at the end of the trail. There is a small wooden cottage even, with a fire place and smoke in the chimney. Very much like a fairy tale setting.

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After that, we had custard cake at a typical cosy cottage restaurant. As its Christmas time, it looked even warmer and festive. Then we went to Sussi's small cute home with its little garden and spent a few hours chatting. The drive back home on well illuminated highways was also worth an experience. As a perfect end to a perfect day, we watched 'Love Actually' at night before dozing off.

Discovery No.453

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I have fallen into the habit of going for long walks in the afternoon, while its still bright (I should rather say while it is still not dark, as I live only in darkness and semi-darkness these days in Helsinki). After aimlessly roaming around for one and half hour or so, I reach home after its dark. During one of these walks, I made one of my discoveries, which are neither useful nor informative for anyone, but are important as the discoverer in this case is very important.

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It doesn't get dark easily after the sunset in the plains. In this regard, Helsinki is like Delhi, where the evening stretches on and on, long after the sun has set. Today I could often catch a glimpse of the bright blue sky behind the dark clouds, some 30 minutes after the official sun set time. In the mountains, however, it gets dark very fast. Moments after the Sun sinks below the horizon, darkness appears from nowhere, enveloping everything in its thick shroud.

Driving Test

A thought provoking question

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I have become rather fond of a class called strategic management, quite uncharacteristic of me. Impressed and inspired by the professor, the discussions and my brilliant classmates, I spent the last four sundays, trying hard to stick to the deadlines and at the same time, submit good assignments. One has to, when the professor is capable of remembering what exactly you wrote and pointing out discrepancies in the next class. A discussion based approach is followed and as more than half the enrolled students dropped out, five each after every assignment is announced, everyone in the small bunch of the students does their own share of ACP (Arbitrary Class Participation), including me.

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In the last class, we watched a video on Enron and its downfall and were discussing the case and ethics in business in general. It very naturally flowed towards the assumptions of a 'self interest maximizing, rational, economic man' and the way theories based on this assumption influence organizations. At this point, a Mexican in the class made an observation, "In the East, especially in India, where most of the people follow a religion called Hinduism (he looked at me for assurance that the name is right), due to the influence of this philopshy, the country is against capitalism and people are not after money." The professor turned to me then , "So Sudheera, what do you think of it? Does the high economic growth have any implications? Lets hear your comments on your homeland."

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Economic growth and cultural implications -hmm - I told the class about how the previous generations were satisfied with a steady income and a reasonably a good life and how our generation is highly ambitious, is more competitive and agressive, that things are surely changing and then switched to my usual rhetoric about how free weekends are a luxury for us. Here, Susanna (exchange student to IIFT in 2004) tried her best to assist me in describing the horrors of life at IIFT. We made it sound gruesome I guess, because half the class were gasping aloud; the professor was upset and ended up saying its all traumatic.

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The episode ends here but it triggered off a bee hive of thoughts. Who are this race called Indians? How exactly did the philosphy affect our being? Is it working in contrast to the economic growth? Are things really changing fast or is it the usual, normal change that occurs with the passage of time? Are many of these assumptions about Hinduism true? At least being after the money part, no. My words mocked at me when I once said Indians don't like to flaunt wealth. Just remember the last wedding that you attended.

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On reflection, although we are not a spiritual race as we are portrayed to be, we aren't too materialistic either. The population and economic growth meant more competition and longer working hours, compensated with increasing real wages and high spending power. The pie has increased and so has the clamour to grab a share of the pie. But we are certainly not 'Americanized' - family ties (read nuclear) are emerging stronger as the times get tougher; more people are concerned about purpose in life. I think we do not have a hedonistic approach to life - yes, some of us still feel guilty of splurging. Globalization and economic growth did have an impact on our way of life, but they did not change us completely. More often than not, we live in dichotomy.

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While this means we are torn about the choices we make, it also means that there are cultural traits that remained unchanged. Probably it is all about being a flexible and dynamic culture, shedding some aspects, retaining some and assimilating others. The recursive and discursive theories are simultaneously at work in India. We survived many transformations, let alone changes, all the while retaining that distinctive character. A high economic growth for a few years would be just another one of those. A glitch or at most a trend in a cycle that goes on - Afterall, 4000 years is not a short time.